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First of all, I have a very, small dick at 3.75" hard length, 4" cir, and a hypospadia (my cum hole is not on the end of the head my dick but underneath at the base of the head. Well, needless to say, with such a weird, small dick, after doing a internet search, I found there a few groups dedicated to us small guys, and believe me there must be a ratio of 100:1 of over 5 inch dick groups to under 5 inch dick groups. This was fun, talking to other smallies over the net. And then I found a link about eating group sex internal creampie, so I went there. MMM…tasty. Looking at the links there, I saw a term I had never seen before "group sex internal creampie." Baking? So clicked onto a creampie group link, and the photo on the home page got me so excited. The best of both worlds. Cunt juice and cum juice, especially mine, which is disease-free and still tasty. I found other links to other CP groups and subscribed to them too. But then I felt frustrated because I knew my wife would think eating group sex internal creampie I had made in her would gross her out. What do I do? I kinda guessed that jerking off to pics of creampies and then eating the cum off my fingers is definitely not the same as eating group sex internal creampie.

Then I was diagnosed with Type 2 diabetes. I did not know that eventually it can affect the blood flow to the penis. My small dick was now not even getting hard enough to enter the "oven." So I asked my doctor about that and he prescribed Viagra. This worked fine to make me hard, but the price per pill makes getting a hard on like putting gas for the car…very expensive. So what do I do?

In my search of the Net, I also discovered groups that used cockrings. This also interested me. So I went to Lowe's hardware store and bought various sizes of rubber "O" rings. When I found the one that fit snugly around my balls and small dick, it was exciting. The blood would be trapped in my dick to keep me hard.

I've jerking off since I was a kid and still like group sex internal creampie, but as I get older I need better mental stimulation.